Hai guis.

right first off, sorry for it being out of the blue just things are really not going right for me at the moment. as if trying to find a job wasnt hard enough i dont even get reply's when i do apply, secondly i found out this morning job seekers have removed me from receiving benefits so sh*ts creek would only be a polite way of putting it.

secondly, I personally have had a few lets say concerns about things in ssdi, it feels more like working for someone to feel like apart of the clan than having a nice chilled evening playing with friends. Also NO plans was made before opting to leave ssdi to join fth. do not feel that i have joined fth to get back at anyone period. i joined fth because im good friends with Ch33ssi3 nothing more nothing less.

As i said to Kaney, i don't even wanna be in a clan at the moment. and i dont even know if i wanna carry on with css/go. but being fth means that whatever i decide i dont have to worry about disappointing anyone or the consequences for if im kicked for inactivity.

It feels as if a lot to do with admin in ssdi is down to money. im not trying to be funny or have a crack but i've seen members come, get admin within weeks and then i get told that admin is about trust and respect, money is neither trust nor respect, it's corruptive power that can be exchanged for services.

I wish you all the best. if i do carry on gaming i'll still be dropping by the server. just not as regular as i have over the past year.

Thanks for having me,
Bionic#.

To be honest, since the first incident with vviggy and synergy and all that shit you left us and its not down to money its because we needed to see if you were trusted with us and not abandon ship as soon a shitstorm comes, I think i was a member for more than a year until i got admin and i was a good friend with all of the SSDI people long time before that.

But as you said you are a good friend with chessie and thats more than a good reason to be with him instead of the 'corporation' that we are

Enjoy yourself

edit: we need money to survive like every server does everything costs to run i hope you know that and i dont think SK wants to pay for this whole party on his own.

Good luck Bionic if i see ya on server the kinfe's coming out and into your back several times mwahahahahahaha That is if i dont headshot ya first

Good Luck on whatever you do. Also on the Job thing (fingers crossed).

Yeah i understand that with synergy but with vviggy? what i do wrong then? and to see if i was trusted. i was on the server more than 12 hours a day, making sure people stuck to the rules, didn't swear and informed admin whenever help was needed, 9/10 times it wasnt because i was able to resolve the problem without having admin abilities. regardless of this, admin isnt why i left. i had a joke every now and then but that was taking the p*ss. after the first incident i was fully committed to helping and posted one or two ideas which, fair enough, was rejected. all i wanted to do was make a difference within ssdi.

Another thing. all i get is sarcasm and imo hurtful replies. maybe its just how i see it myself but sometimes comments seem harsh. to the point. but harsh.

I used corporation as an example, if you was a corporation im pretty sure things would be a lot worse than they are.

Regards.

P.s. Cheers Kiggi/Kaney. means a lot guys, all the best to both of you as well.

didnt mean now with vviggy meant that vviggy refused to play on the servers at the time with synergy along with you, sorry for being a bit fuzzy. about your idea's its good that you come up with them, but you dont have to fix whats not broken, thats how i feel abit.

ahh, here's yer reasons for leaving.........

some people buy admin FAST..... we waited a LONG time with Amanda, as we were concernded she might just want admin, then dissappear onto WOW............ she has done that, but ain't done ANYTHING that warrants us to remove her admin....
lately we upgraded a few peoples.......... 1 has been around for 5 years+ the other donates a LOT of £££ and helps out LOTS...
tbh, i didnt know you played on our GG server that much tbf, maybe you play during the day when i aint on.....

All in all, you done nothing wrong to have to leave....... ya dont "NEED" admin, ya came here coz ya like our servers..... ya still play on em...... ya paid some monies to show appreciation, and to help with the cost of running servers... and thats GREATLY appreciated. Thanks Ben.

As for the future..... Hope ya get fixed up with a job soon mate *fingers crossed for ya*
Also, as yer good friends with Cheesie, it's good that ya join his clan, am guessing he might be feeling a little deserted since we had probs with him and he dont call by our server anymore :/

Take care mate, and see ya around

I fail to see how this is a corporation or that somehow you thought you were working for us?!
Has anyone ever asked you to "man" the servers for the purpose of helping out individuals on it?!

You play the game, you're in the clan, you get feedback from the players on the server if and when they want to give it, thats a normal clan member's duty, in any clan out there.
We never ask anyone to go the extra mile, just to use any admin powers they have responsibly and not to bring the clan tag into disrepute by their behaviour.

We are a clan that has been running for over 6 years and all that on donation so there has to be an incentive to people donating, ie the "possibility" of you getting admin access on the servers you play on. Donation DOES NOT guarantee admin as some people seem to think, we have to be sure you are not going to screw the system up as the tools we give to our admin are VERY powerful and possibly hazardous to the continual running of the server if misused.

Oh and why would you think you need to be extremely "active" to stay in SSDi we have members in our clan member list that haven't played in ages on the css servers, myself included. Have you had any threats to that effect.
We have the occasional cull every couple of years to remove members that haven't been around in many months!

Anyways, all that being said, I hope you have a good time in the new clan that you dont want to be in, all the best

Jason

Just want to say good luck Bionic, in what ever you are going to do, in your life and in ever other aspect for that matter.

Cheers and take care mate